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18 March 2012 (11:48 PM)
All i ever need.
Spend a bomb yesterday when i'm out with my parents before visiting my grandpa. Bought so much small stuff that ends up to something big. And i finally persuade my mum to get the compact camera since she is leaving for holiday soon with my aunt and uncles and she need a camera too. After her trip, that 1000sgd G1X gonna be mine!!! Hohoho :) Last minute decision to head over to town on a Sunday evening. Was just too bored staying at home on a weekend especially when we are all busy working on weekdays now. Wanted to buy some clothes but just the thought of spending more money makes me sian. So in the end, i left home empty handed. Next time then ... :)  hehehe, so happy!!!  with my two bimbos :)  and mui. It's Monday again tomorrow, 4th week of intership. SIAN 17 March 2012 (2:53 PM) Old School.
I really really dislike this colleagues of mine in the office. She is so biased against me, it's so dam obvious with the way she is treating me and talking to me. It's different attitude and tone from the rest. She even raised her voice against me when i wanted to ask her about some amendments. Wtf, super suay working with such people. So yesterday i left the office on the dot after i completed my work and head down to Thomson to meet xiaoshi and eileen. Its another friday night. Had dinner over at Old School Delights and then chill over at a pub nearby. Rush the last train home, almost couldn't make it. Super tired.  13 March 2012 (1:46 PM) Day12.
 I'm a black tallie today and i'm so lonely at work because Jes is sick :( Get well soon!! I'm gonna drink water till i'm no longer hungry because i don't like to eat alone outside. Diet plan at the same time for today then. Hehehe! 12 March 2012 (12:01 AM) I cried again. I wish to be back to that day three years back where i did not made that decision to do something that cause such a great impact to the people around me. I feel horrible when i know because of me, people i love and care are suffering. I don't want to lose any of them nor do i want to come to a point where i will only start to regret when its too late. No matter what it takes, i had wish to exchange back the happy days we used to have even if it costs my life. I really need a pair of listening ears because i really do not know what to do, i don't know how to start the first move and how to make things better. Its so hard but i really do not want to regret only when i started losing everything. Its really not just about myself anymore. Its concerns the people i love and treasure the most. I feel so remorseful and angry at my actions three years back. :'( 11 March 2012 (2:36 PM) Its no longer about myself.
Well spent Saturday night over at Rebel with Xiaoshi, Jes, Xiuhui, Angela.C, Rafidah and Jiale. 7 girls, bought alcohol over at 7-11, head over to blue bridge to play games and drinks and then to the dancefloor to party the night out. It was a great one but so tired after party. We were high on alcohol.                   plently of love. 10 March 2012 (12:24 PM) Lets appear strong.
Another week of ITP is over. I had say things are slightly getting better and maybe it is because we are slowly getting used to it. Did some model making for the company days back and some rendering and perspective of their project with the new program we tried learning ourselves. Yvette came visiting us on Wednesday, so relieved to see her. Encouragement sometimes really counts alot.  So yesterday we head over to town for dinner together after another week of work and had some late shopping. Great dinner together although its a rather short one because we were released late from work. Kinda fucked up but whatever. So great to see my girls :) Think i injured my hand while doing the model. Kinda hurts whenever i touch it. Don't know what's wrong. Fuck! Party tonight with my girls! :) |
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