Angela Zhang, Singapore Polytechnic.



Can't chase what we have lost.

I stayed home for the entire day today and clean my shelves and wardrobe for 5 solid hours! I didn't realize the time until dad came back and then i realize i didn't had my lunch and my breakfast too. I was on an empty stomach for the entire day, maybe not for dinner later, so hungry!!! :(

While packing, i found so much memories in the things i used to buy and keep up till today, things that go as early as primary school days. There is so much to remember within that six years although some image that is appearing in my mind is already quite blur cause i can't remember every single thing that happen, but i sure do remember my friends, every single one of them. I remember writing diaries, passing small notes in class, quarreling over the silliest thing, taking pictures, hanging out at the playground everyday after school and everything ...

I also saw my secondary school class photos, i miss my teachers, i miss days that we get punish as a clique especially during english lesson, i miss how we enjoy the punishment cause its way too stupid, i miss getting to school late and being caught over the slightest thing, i miss food and nutrition lesson, i miss cooking with my class, i miss taking exams and mugging over them together with my friends, i miss how i used to skip class often with my best friend, i miss my lower secondary classmates, we used to be a class that is so united, i miss dining at the nearby coffeeshop till late, i miss ...

Maybe after i graduate from poly, i would miss many things here too, i must say its been wonderful studying here and knowing every single friends i have made, be it friends that no longer that close or what, these are all parts of my memories that i will remember.

Time do flies, i wish i stay and never will have to aged. I dislike getting old and coming to a point in life that i have to worry about my health and then leave the world. Its just too painful :/